Dance

The movie footloose conveyed a timeless message in one of the best ways in its premise of the biblical truth: "There's a time to dance." Dancing is a marvelously diverting pastime, a healthy outlet for release of tension, and a beautiful art. Watching a skilled dancer is indescribable, but the viewer can sometimes almost feel like they are dancing with them. For anyone who enjoys it, there's is nothing like the adrenaline rush of dancing as your body moves precisely with each beat and in perfect rhythm with a given tune. As an artistic person, I personally think that music, singing, dancing, and acting have always gone hand in hand... a concept especially evident in old classic Hollywood movies and in famous musical plays. Dance is the highest form of body language in thought-out expression and purposeful intention.

Growing up, I went to a Jewish messianic synagogue (basically Christian Jews), and dance was often incorporated in the worship. I was part of the dance team for about five years. Though I never took traditional dance classes as a child, I always appreciated the various kinds of dance. Once, in high school during a talent show, a couple danced an intense and flashy salsa routine with flips, dips, and crowd-pleasing, complicated turns. I had never seen anything like it. Since then it stayed in the back of my mind. A couple of years later, when the opportunity presented itself, I started taking salsa lessons. I've taken them on and off for years now and it is always a blast. Of course, in this hip-hop culture, urban dance is a big area of interest for me though I haven't had the time to invest in it yet. When I can, I plan on learning a lot more of it. I definitely want to learn tap dance, ballroom, and jazz as well for theatrical purposes as well as for fun.

There is certainly plenty of room in dance for the individual, but I think dance is at its best when it is presented as a team effort. There is nothing like a couple dancing in graceful sync with each other exuding magically intoxicating chemistry... and it is a delightful and riveting treat for the eyes to see an extravagantly choreographed piece involving a larger group of people. Some shows and movies have become famous and are remembered for the scenes in which even up to a hundred people move together to create an intensely magnificent dance sequence!

Dance is the highest form of celebration. When you can't helped but to tap your foot, clap your hands, and start moving and grooving to the music... then you know that you're really in party mode, and you're loose enough to feel complete joy and happiness and express it to the fullest!

Thank you God for music, song, and dance. What a dynamic trio :)

My Voice

I am a singer. As a child, I grew up singing to Disney classics like Sleeping Beauty and Snow White and Cinderella. When I was a little girl, I would listen to my sister Monica sing when she still lived with us before getting married. She had such a sweet gentle voice, like a songbird. Later on, when I was about 8, The Little Mermaid hit theaters, with Beauty and the Beast and Aladdin following shortly thereafter. Yep, Disney did inspire a lot of music in me those days. Going to church on Sunday mornings and joining with voices in congregational Praise and Worship was also the norm for me. But like most musically oriented people, I think I was just born with a tendency to sing. I would sing in the shower, in front of the mirror, along with the radio and tapes, and pretty much everywhere. During my adolescence, Mariah Carey had become a huge success with her voice that was like no other. Celine Dion, Whitney Houston, and Jaci Velasquez also set the standard for amazing vocals during that time. Those were the vocal guidelines that I taught myself to follow. I could sing like any of them, for real tho... not like the crazies that go to American Idol and think they're great, but really suck LOL! However, always a bit insecure as a kid, I never openly pursued singing in front of large crowds or purposely showed off in front of peers, and when I did, I didn't seem to get much enthusiastic encouragement from anyone besides my family members. All excuses aside, I suffered from severe stage fright. I knew I could sing my heart out and kick major ass and that I had a special gift, but every time I would stand up to sing in front of people, I would get extremely nervous. My voice would be shaky and crack during the best and most challenging parts of the song. I didn't know why this happened to me, and it seemed like something I just couldn't control. I went through school listening to others sing, and knowing I could sing just as good or better was so frustrating because I simply didn't have the guts to get up and do it too. Weird huh? ...That God would give a gift like that to someone like me? ...and with a confidence problem like that? In high school, my choir teacher loved me... that's when I started to open up more. The other students in the class were impressed as well, but that was already Senior year. When I graduated, I moved to Virginia. I forced myself to join the church choir in order to get out of my shell a little more, and it worked. Soon, I was singing solos and receiving compliments from many people. I remember the first time I sang a difficult Mariah Carey Christmas song and hit every single note perfectly. The rush was so intense, and it was pure joy! On another occasion, I sang a Whitney Houston gospel song. With each song, it became easier and easier to keep control of my nerves and my vocal chords. I became much more comfortable with performing. I decided openly what I always knew in my heart, but didn't think I could do until then... I wanted to be be a performer; I wanted to be an entertainer. I moved back down to Florida to Orlando to study music at UCF. Instead, I ended up studying audio engineering at Full Sail, a well-known entertainment industry school. When I finished, I decided to move to NYC to pursue acting and music. Various circumstances eventually led me here, to California.

Throughout my life, I have dabbled here and there: I have written a few songs, I have learned the basics of piano, attempted to pick up guitar, and I have even recorded a couple of tracks in a professional studio. The last few years, I have focused the majority of my efforts on acting, but I have not forgotten my first love, my voice. Sadly, my voice is out of shape right now, but I know the awesome potential that is still very present there. In recent months, the desire to sing again, and this time to the utmost excellence, has been sparked again. I am determined to train my voice better than ever before and begin performing somehow somewhere, even if it is in the smallest of venue. I also intend to use it as a competitive edge in getting an agent and booking acting roles that incorporate and require musical ability. I pray that God will give me another chance, because when I sing, and especially when I hit that high, high note perfectly and with power, I feel alive and radiant. I really feel like I'm flying high. I truly hope, as I always have deep down inside, that someday... I can share my talent with the whole world.

Music

Music is food for the soul. I'm sure someone has already said that; nevertheless, it is true. Music is one of God's most wonderful gifts to humanity; it is His Breath that fills the air as it flows through different instruments' notes, even through our own vocal chords. What cannot be fully expressed in words can be easily conveyed through a heartfelt melody. Even the most extensive and eloquent vocabulary, though beautiful, cannot capture the essence of emotion and feeling the way music can. It transcends language barriers, social, religious, and political differences, frames of time, and speaks to people of all ages as it delivers it's particular message in waves of sound... much like color tells it's tales in specific wavelengths of light. It is irresistible to the ear and comforting to the spirit as each individual finds the song that resonates within them, a song that parallels their experience and vibrates to their same tune. Whether skilled in music or not, everyone participates in this awesome occurrence of life. The musician expresses his or her story through musical notes and finds release, relief, and realization in creating. The listener can relate to a piece of music, approve it for himself, and feel consoled and validated in their stance as they discover a shared emotion or circumstance with the artist. I believe it is the most straightforward form of communication... This is the miracle of music. When it sounds a certain way, it can be taken only at face value... in other words, music can't fake a smile. If it's sad, it sounds melancholic; if it's joyful, it sounds triumphant; if it's coming from an angry and frustrated place, it simply sounds that way... There is no need for interpretation of sound. Music binds us together, defines generations, shapes cultures, reconciles the past and the present, and gives us hope for the future.

Music has always been a big part of me. As a singer and someone who loves to dance, I have always appreciated the art of music, and I enjoy almost all genres of it. Ever since I can remember, I've been a music aficionado to the point of sneaking behind my mom's back as a child to listen to the radio behind close doors (she was very religiously conservative when I was growing up). I think it's part of what made me a dreamer to. I would listen to music and envision things I'd like to experience and places I'd like to go. Whenever I was feeling any particular way, there was always a piece of music that could express it perfectly. It could always help me relax and revamp, vent my frustration or anger, or assist me in wallowing in depression and despair during a much needed pity trip, LOL! On the other end, music can lift my spirits like nothing else can. Even in times when I have been the most down, a good song can make me smile, laugh, jump around like a mad person, and forget everything else if just for a moment. Music alleviates discouragement, provides a temporary but heavenly escape from sorrow, and even serves as a permanent anecdote to disappointment. It inspires some of the most glorious feelings in people and sooths and smooths out tensions. Music is the wings we fly with. It allows our hearts to soar up to incredibly elating heights, and also helps us assimilate the darkness we may face when we go through our valleys in a healthy way. It is an intrinsic part of our beings, to the smallest atom that constitutes every fabric of life. What if birds never sang, and grasshoppers never chirped, and water never trickled, and trees never swayed in the wind? I am convinced this world would be a dreary and tormented place without music... one of its greatest and priceless treasures.